CREATION

Some words remind us what we meant, some words take us to places less visited. Let these words be mine more than yours. I had treasured them and never thought to publish them. Now that my blog is mine, I will have them here.
Sujatha-to-Shayani> notun guidelines
Sujatha-to-Shayani> ekhon berote parchi na
Shayani-to-Sujatha> bhalo
Shayani-to-Sujatha> toke astey hobe na
Shayani-to-Sujatha> tui ekta ekdom bhalo nosh
Shayani-to-Sujatha> suji wer are you ?
Sujatha-to-Shayani> are ami ekhanei
Sujatha-to-Shayani> lets shift to bombay
Sujatha-to-Shayani> :D
Shayani-to-Sujatha>neither did u reply yesterday,
Shayani-to-Sujatha> and nw u are laughin at my state
Sujatha-to-Shayani> what crap
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i am nt laughing at ur state
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i am trying to cheer u up
Shayani-to-Sujatha> aha , wat a amazin way to cheer up
Sujatha-to-Shayani> acha lunch brk e ekta gaan pathachi that shud cheer u up
Shayani-to-Sujatha> ok
Shayani-to-Sujatha> bt we wont be able to c each other
Sujatha-to-Shayani> hmmm
Sujatha-to-Shayani> v will if v shift to bombay
Sujatha-to-Shayani> wanna do that ?
Shayani-to-Sujatha> after lunch you shud cum out with me
Sujatha-to-Shayani> ok
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i will
Shayani-to-Sujatha> yes , i will
Shayani-to-Sujatha> pray for me
Shayani-to-Sujatha> love you
Sujatha-to-Shayani> keno?
Shayani-to-Sujatha> emni
Shayani-to-Sujatha> do u need a reason to love
Sujatha-to-Shayani> yes
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i am done with loving without reason
Sujatha-to-Shayani> my emotions need to be tempered with rationale now
Sujatha-to-Shayani> by
Shayani-to-Sujatha> reason is dry where you wont find the tender hands of tears
Sujatha-to-Shayani> plz stop
Sujatha-to-Shayani> this insanity
Sujatha-to-Shayani> loneliness knows no reason
Shayani-to-Sujatha> they will not take you to cotton clouds
Shayani-to-Sujatha> they will make you dream
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i do not seek dreams now
Shayani-to-Sujatha> a dream which you can even c with open eyes
Shayani-to-Sujatha> love knws no boundaries
Shayani-to-Sujatha> they have no expectation
Shayani-to-Sujatha> bt it is still there .
Sujatha-to-Shayani> no longer russet sunsets will make me shed my precious tears
Sujatha-to-Shayani> no longer will i pine for your love
Sujatha-to-Shayani> no longer will i long for a touch
Sujatha-to-Shayani> for the gentle incline of my head on your chest
Sujatha-to-Shayani> adn seek to smell the summer sweat
Sujatha-to-Shayani> the
Shayani-to-Sujatha> see the words still exist
Sujatha-to-Shayani> no more will i shelter your sleep
Shayani-to-Sujatha> wat are these words if they are nt love
Shayani-to-Sujatha> mother
Sujatha-to-Shayani> from the blinding rays of a morning sun
Shayani-to-Sujatha> hw can you stop loving without reason
Shayani-to-Sujatha> hw can you nt love more, coz you are wounded more
Shayani-to-Sujatha> bruised more
Shayani-to-Sujatha> forgotten more
Shayani-to-Sujatha> drowned more
Sujatha-to-Shayani> forget I will
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i must
Shayani-to-Sujatha> love is panacea
Sujatha-to-Shayani> and drown in this desert sand
Sujatha-to-Shayani> called reason
Shayani-to-Sujatha> even they have love
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i will survive the motions of a soulless life
Shayani-to-Sujatha> life is never soul less
Shayani-to-Sujatha> u might refute
Shayani-to-Sujatha> but it still resides
Shayani-to-Sujatha> breathes
Shayani-to-Sujatha> suffers
Shayani-to-Sujatha> cries
Sujatha-to-Shayani> do not silence my cries honey
Sujatha-to-Shayani> with well crafted words
Sujatha-to-Shayani> coz they soothe not
Sujatha-to-Shayani> my bleeding wounds
Sujatha-to-Shayani> my aching soul
Sujatha-to-Shayani> my longing heart
Shayani-to-Sujatha> let the flies of monsoon feed on your open wounds
Sujatha-to-Shayani> my lonely life
Shayani-to-Sujatha> even then there will be love
Sujatha-to-Shayani> no
Sujatha-to-Shayani> not that love anymore
Sujatha-to-Shayani> not love again
Shayani-to-Sujatha> yes , there is in your smile
Sujatha-to-Shayani> why must i see dreams
Shayani-to-Sujatha> your bright intense eyes
Sujatha-to-Shayani> of that crimson morrow
Sujatha-to-Shayani> that will never come
Sujatha-to-Shayani> of a honey soaked word
Shayani-to-Sujatha> y do you expect things to come
Sujatha-to-Shayani> that i will never hear
Sujatha-to-Shayani> coz love for me
Sujatha-to-Shayani> is not only to love
Sujatha-to-Shayani> but to be loved back
Shayani-to-Sujatha> ok
Shayani-to-Sujatha> love for me is to lose
Shayani-to-Sujatha> to become
Shayani-to-Sujatha> nt expecting to b loved
Sujatha-to-Shayani> i do not expect to be loved back
Sujatha-to-Shayani> but i dream
Sujatha-to-Shayani> and my gauzy dreams
Sujatha-to-Shayani> like silken sunsets
Sujatha-to-Shayani> tear easy
Sujatha-to-Shayani> and i will love not
Sujatha-to-Shayani> again
Sujatha-to-Shayani> and yet again
Shayani-to-Sujatha> so you will love to not love again?
Shayani-to-Sujatha> isnt it
Shayani-to-Sujatha> suji
Shayani-to-Sujatha> the words r urs
Shayani-to-Sujatha> ididnt say nythin
Shayani-to-Sujatha> love you so much
Shayani-to-Sujatha> sujatha
Sujatha-to-Shayani> bol re
Shayani-to-Sujatha> na , just wanted to call you

last year the words were there, and today...