How should I define you? You are a wave that touches my feet when loneliness embraces me. You are my shadow following me closely, mocking, rebuking, and at last making me cry. My headphones, guitar strings betray me when you knock the door. I sit on my chair with air of stubbornness, not letting you in. You find your way. Make me fall on my knees. I beg you to stay away; nevertheless, my words deceive me. And I turn voiceless.Your voice don’t drown even in daylight. No commotion, nothing can give me freedom. And when you fail to make a mark in my consciousness, you creep into my subconscious state. You come in my dreams, bringing waves of doldrums. You are an avalanche that comes down without forewarning. I am no innocent, but my price has been paid. You became an adamant wall, which keeps on growing inch by inch. Your appeasement policy with metaphysics, won you my defeat, my failure, and my silence.
